She shows off her shirts in no particular order. The one on top of the pile says "RIP Kristi" above a school picture of a smiling high school girl. This is Kristi Carroll, shot to death in 2002 during a party at the Troostwood Banquet Hall. Carroll and Banks were schoolmates.
"I wanted to go to that party so bad. I literally cried," Banks recalls. But she couldn't find a ride. "It was one of those where everyone was supposed to be there. I was so mad that tears were actually shed because I didn't get to go to that party."
Lately, Banks has been showing up at "stop the violence" marches and vigils held around Kansas City. But though such shirts are worn at funerals and vigils, Banks doesn't reserve her collection of memorial shirts exclusively for such occasions. "You can wear it anytime. I wear it with an outfit, just any day. I get kind of sad when I pick them up and wear them."
She pauses. "Ready for some more?"
T-shirts for the dead might seem cavalier to some, but for kids on the city's east side, murder is common.
Last year, 127 murders nearly set a record in Kansas City, Missouri. With another 85 slayings this year, memorial shirts remain in high demand. Inner-city kids tell each other, "Don't let me see you on a T-shirt." Last year at Fairview Alternative Middle School, the glass case outside the office held the memorial T-shirt of a 14-year-old shot on Mother's Day 2005.
The shirts always have a picture. Often, it's someone laughing, hanging out at a party, mixing a drink. Sometimes it's a school photo, with its familiar gray-blue background. Sometimes the photo implies a violent end: glaring eyes, a gun, a hand sign. More often, the figure flashes only a contagious smile.
That's the kind of photo on the next shirt in Banks' collection, which reads "In Loving Memory" and depicts a guy named Deondre Thomas. It was made at the Landing Mall.
"Ron — he was my boyfriend at the time," Banks says. To check the date, she pulls out a photo album thick with funeral programs. He died on September 20, 2003. "'Course, he was killed on 40th, near Warwick. I'd been liking him since I'd seen him in the neighborhood, and we'd just started dating. We were sneaking because my mom didn't want me to be dating."
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When a friend called her to tell her that Ron was dead, she threw down the phone and ran outside screaming. "He had just been at my house that night. We were sitting in his car out front for one hot second. I gave him a little hug and said, 'I guess I'll see you later.'" She shrugs. She thinks they caught his killer, but she isn't sure. "Yep," she says, popping the p at the end of the word.
She pulls out the next shirt, for a guy who was killed on February 20, 2005. In the picture, the man stares out the window of a white car. A tree-shaped air freshener hangs from the rearview mirror. "This is Jason Smith. They call him Brother J. He was killed at 55th and Park in a home invasion." The details pour out matter-of-factly. "The people, I guess they wanted money, so they went either to his mom's house first and pistol-whupped her, or else they went to his house first and kicked in the door. The police said they killed him in front of his children. They shot his kids' mother, also, but she didn't die. I think she's blind in one eye. The bullet came out her eye or something."
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What's up this is Myron Evans aka Chubby's sister. I think its a shame how much my brother was loved but yet no lesson was learned through his demise irregardless of the circumstance, he touched alot of people but did we pay that forward and touch anyone. We cried and we celebrated him but for the time he was loaned to us,but was death in vain. Are we touching anyones life, or even trying to make a difference to someone less fortunate than ourselves related or not. Or his memory just used as a conversation piece to fit in to whatever scene we are on at that moment. We have all lost contact with each other, with the love, and heartfelt things that he would do for everyone not ever wanting anything in return. We should have open a center got a landmark and still to this day be making a difference. Think about how he still would have been making a difference. But guess what we all came together for his funeral and for his parties and can all come together and make a diffrence. "WE ALL SEEM TOGETHER SO FAST IN DEATH WHERE IS THE UNITY BEFORE THE LAST BREATHE".
What's up this is Myron Evans aka Chubby's sister. I think its a shame how much my brother was loved but yet no lesson was learned through his demise irregardless of the circumstance, he touched alot of people but did we pay that forward and touch anyone. We cried and we celebrated him but for the time he was loaned to us,but was death in vain. Are we touching anyones life, or even trying to make a difference to someone less fortunate than ourselves related or not. Or his memory just used as a conversation piece to fit in to whatever scene we are on at that moment. We have all lost contact with each other, with the love, and heartfelt things that he would do for everyone not ever wanting anything in return. We should have open a center got a landmark and still to this day be making a difference. Think about how he still would have been making a difference. But guess what we all came together for his funeral and for his parties and can all come together and make a diffrence. "WE ALL SEEM TOGETHER SO FAST IN DEATH WHERE IS THE UNITY BEFORE THE LAST BREATHE".
my cousin cuhb was da shit r.i.p. 2 heem always will be missed and luv 4rm his lil cousin ashley 5700 and imma rep da shit 2 da death of me......
man i miss my big cousin myron chub evans hella bad wat da fuck man he was hated on..... but everything is going to be okay for me and my family..... everytime i see my aunt perline it looks like she been crying.. i just give my auntie a hug and cry with her and tell her that everything is going tobe okay.... my cousin chub die may 20 2003... he was loved and will always be missed... my cousin was like a father to every1 who knew him and did all he could for anybody even ppl he really didnt know... r.i.p. big cousin luv always lil cousin ashley tequila smith 5700 blocc
my cousin cuhb was da shit r.i.p. 2 heem always will be missed and luv 4rm his lil cousin ashley 5700 and imma rep da shit 2 da death of me......
man i miss my big cousin myron chub evans hella bad wat da fuck man he was hated on..... but everything is going to be okay for me and my family..... everytime i see my aunt perline it looks like she been crying.. i just give my auntie a hug and cry with her and tell her that everything is going tobe okay.... my cousin chub die may 20 2003... he was loved and will always be missed... my cousin was like a father to every1 who knew him and did all he could for anybody even ppl he really didnt know... r.i.p. big cousin luv always lil cousin ashley tequila smith 5700 blocc
All i have to say is that Myron chuby evans a.k.a. chuby thorwback is mah blood cousin on my mother side and when i found out that mah cousin was dead all i could do was cry.. chub was ma favor cousin and i love and miss mah cousin 2 death... i wish dat i could bring him back to be with his family and the 1s who knew mah cousin... he die may 20. i 2003 my cousin carl evans called and told my mother that my cousin chub was dead which is mah cousin chub father.... my cousi kept money and also kept clean cars... rondoe is like mah cousin he help my cousin chub at alot, they help each other our, rondoe was there for my cousin and my cousin was dere for him.... rondoe always rep chubby throwback and dats wassup... from chub lil cousin ashley tequila smith 5700 blocc.....
All i have to say is that Myron chuby evans a.k.a. chuby thorwback is mah blood cousin on my mother side and when i found out that mah cousin was dead all i could do was cry.. chub was ma favor cousin and i love and miss mah cousin 2 death... i wish dat i could bring him back to be with his family and the 1s who knew mah cousin... he die may 20. i 2003 my cousin carl evans called and told my mother that my cousin chub was dead which is mah cousin chub father.... my cousi kept money and also kept clean cars... rondoe is like mah cousin he help my cousin chub at alot, they help each other our, rondoe was there for my cousin and my cousin was dere for him.... rondoe always rep chubby throwback and dats wassup... from chub lil cousin ashley tequila smith 5700 blocc.....
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